Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i went ice-skating last Sunday. it was fun and i got reeeeeeeally wet! i fell down so many times on the ice that i was freezing. my glove was so wet too! and i learned pretty fast too. i learned how tobe steady and i could skate with my cousins already. i could even be faster than them!
theres gooooooooo
od news. there was some changes and i won rebecca in science by two marks. results are:
maths-91.5 A*
english-82 A
science-93 A*
chinese-86 A
higher chinese-80.5 distinction
:)
.staying in the dark.
Today, i had been so frustrated. i lost to Rebecca in all the subjects.if you're Rebecca, dont ask me if im sure or not. i know thats you fav. question. i always had bad results,(to me) i dont know why i cant get over this, im just freakin' am! tommorrow teacher is going to tell us our english total score. i'll bet i lost to rebecca again. english had always been my weakest subject, always had been... i dont know to make myself like studying, even if i force myself to study, it's useless. because im not interested in studying and things WILL NOT get into my head. i wish im poor sometimes, i wont have a television to get me engrossed in, i wont have to waste my pointless time uneccessarily. wanna know my marks? see how bad it is?than look carefully;
chinese:86.2
math:91.5
science:91
higher chinese:80.5
i know most people think that this is already very high marks. but you know what? my targets are 95 for every subject. but its impossible! that can never happen. it never had, and never will...
.staying in the dark.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Today, teacher told us our marks. i got 91.5 for maths. its my favourite subject and how much i got! not even close to 97! i almost broke down and cry. what had happened to me that had made me so lazy? im so tired of it. i cant control my body, i just want to read or watch television. cant i do anything more than that? im so ......
...i dont know...
.staying in the dark.