Today, i had been so frustrated. i lost to Rebecca in all the subjects.if you're Rebecca, dont ask me if im sure or not. i know thats you fav. question. i always had bad results,(to me) i dont know why i cant get over this, im just freakin' am! tommorrow teacher is going to tell us our english total score. i'll bet i lost to rebecca again. english had always been my weakest subject, always had been... i dont know to make myself like studying, even if i force myself to study, it's useless. because im not interested in studying and things WILL NOT get into my head. i wish im poor sometimes, i wont have a television to get me engrossed in, i wont have to waste my pointless time uneccessarily. wanna know my marks? see how bad it is?than look carefully;
chinese:86.2
math:91.5
science:91
higher chinese:80.5
i know most people think that this is already very high marks. but you know what? my targets are 95 for every subject. but its impossible! that can never happen. it never had, and never will...
.staying in the dark.